despair

I feel so sad because my rap song.
is thrown to the ground
I put the rap book on Nero's bed
next thing you know , I feel so upset
he put the book on the window
next thing you know, the wind blow
as I search for that book, where it go?
I can't find it, so I ask Nero
He answer me " I didn't know"
I found it as I look below
it was drop to the ground floor
He said he thought I took it
but damn it, I didn't took it, the wind took it
damn I am now so fucking piss
Why is my friend is like this?
Luckily I still have the soft copy
I feel crappy of the wasted money
the wasted time, the wasted energy
in the end I rap about this tragedy