despair

I feel so sad because my rap song.
is thrown to the ground
I put the rap book on Nero's bed
next thing you know , I feel so upset
he put the book on the window
next thing you know, the wind blow
as I search for that book, where it go?
I can't find it, so I ask Nero
He answer me " I didn't know"
I found it as I look below
it was drop to the ground floor
He said he thought I took it
but damn it, I didn't took it, the wind took it
damn I am now so fucking piss
Why is my friend is like this?
Luckily I still have the soft copy
I feel crappy of the wasted money
the wasted time, the wasted energy
in the end I rap about this tragedy

No Tomorrow

 [verse I]
All I have in this world is futsal and music
the world judge me they think I'm a freak
I got nothing to gloat but glory in the past
I am now just a society outcast
People that I know is doing really great
I lost all my girlfriend ,it must have been fate
I know I made a lot of mistake
whatever I do generate hate
I feel jealous bcoz they get what I don't
I use Xperia while they use I-phone  (stupid dumb dumb Xperia)
They travel to Japan,Australia and whatnot
while I do nothing and rot
I cant remember the taste of success
Right now honestly I'm not doing my best
The girl I adore will never come to me
bcoz I realize I'm just a nobody
I don't get the girl that I wanted
all my confession has been rejected
the feeling of not needed, it doesn't hurt a bit
chocking on your own tears, you'll get used to it
There will be no future and no tomorrow
I admit I have no talent what-so-ever-so
My dream shattered way way long time ago
"if you don't try ,you don't fail" that's my motto

[chorus]
There is no tomorrow wherever you go
please just know failure will follow
I am disappointed
I am broken hearted
I am defetead
I am not needed

[verse II]

I'm depress my I won't press my luck
I lost all my buddies, yes it sucks
I have a theory I was born not to be happy
and right now, you probably disagree with me
but have you ever feel suicidal all the time
hinting suicide in every verse every rhyme
all the pain that I gain that I had endured
all the tragedy of life had left me floored
sometimes I wonder how it come to this
and I know no one have the answer to this quiz
all my rhyme is written with my won tears
I probably f-cking dies in less than 3 years
People always do better than me
I'm stuck in these melancholy
I feel sadness beyond what you can imagine
I wont care about beauty pageant
I'm not a secret agent, I'm not from German
I'm not from Britain ,I'm not from Ireland
I wish I was born in Scotland
Look dude, I'm not Ip-man
I was not born to be a legend
I know I'm a fallen demon
This is confession to all my sin
you can't never feel the predicament that I'm in
The last rap you hear from me
as I jump from this building ...weeeeeee~!

Letting You Go

[verse I]
I need to f-cking let go I'm tired of sorrow
I need to move the f-ck on let bygone be bygone
I'm already unneeded and unwanted thas all f-cking hurt
I've been ignored like dirt
I know I'm just useless dude
inside me there is nothing good
I guess happy time will never last forever
I guess we are not meant to be together
but you're always in my thought and prayer
sometimes when I'm alone I really miss her
but she don't want me in her life no more
for her I'm just an eyesore
all my call and text she will ignore
I just want her to know she's the lady I adore
for her I'm willing to die in a war
I want to catch her tears , shield her from fears
I still keep her pictures
I just want her to keep her promise

[chorus]
I just want you to know
I'm letting you go
I just want you to know
I'm letting you go

[verse II]
I no longer feel pain of unwanted
I no longer cry when I'm rejected
after countless failure and tears
after countless rap rhyme and verse
My heart is now totally numb
no matter what tragedy come
I don't feel a thing anymore
I show no emotion for any whore
I'm glad I have these pen and paper
I don't need no fucking weed or liquor
bcoz writing musical lyric is what I prefer
I find myself alone most of the time
It's ok, I am doing just fine
no need to complain, no need to whine
rapping is my hobby bcoz it's free
I love things free bcoz I ain't got no money

Letting Me Go

 [verse I ]
I'm not the type of guy who the the girl
I'm the type of guy who is a loser
She never wanted me in her life
the way she treated me I arrive to conclusion my feeling wont survive
my hope is just science fiction
she reject my confession
im just insignificant to her
even if i die,it will mean nothing to her
she block me from her Facebook
I'm just a f-cking piece of shit dude
yeah I know I'm not a god guy
that's why from her I shy away
I stay hidden till I die

[verse II]
I fail to get her after exhausting my energy
we are not meant to be together, she f-cking hate me
she want me to disappear forever
I will slit my throat with a sharp dagger
Then i'll stab my stab my sefy on the chest
I will f-cking inhale a nerve gas
I will shoot myself on the head
becoz i can't be sad if I'm dead

[verse III]
She don't want me in her life anymore
She want me to stay away, she closed the door
The day she left I was so f-cking sad
I was broken-hearted it felt so bad
if I had a gun, I'll shoot myself on the head
bcoz she will be happy to see me dead
she f-cking hate me, yes I get the pint you trying to say to me
Yes i know I'm just a noboy
don't gove me any sympathy
bcoz I only deserve be unhappy

Your Mom a Jew

[chorus]
Your mom, you mom is a jew
you birth certificate is in hebrew, hebrew

[verse II]
hey mister, why are so heartless
the way you attack the innocent, I think you're dickless
you keep torturing and oppress the weak
f-ck jew, you can suck my dick
you got american covering you back
you got american cleaning you ass crack
alamak i hope they don't hear my song
if they do my house they will sure bomb
they totally f-ck with human right
I wonder why arab warrior wont fight
to liberate their own muslim brother
what is stopping them from going to war
jew already corrupt the media
even got a lease on Obama
all the pretty shit on the screen is their propaganda
thses motherf-cker illuminati control every shit
every bitch, every switch, every election is rig
their money fund political figure
they pull string on every leader
but nobody recognize these f-cker
who's been shitting on us since our forefather
everyone is blinded by their magic trick
they even hypnotize you internet geek

[chorus]

Your mom, you mom is a jew
you birth certificate is in hebrew, hebrew

Osama, you didn't attack Israel
Al-qaeda, you are so fail
Why you have to be so radical?
Why you have to bomb innocent people?
I'm ascerting my point from the civilian you kill
this song is telling you how I feel
Where the f-ck you got the gun and bomb shit
dont kill me yet , please take a sit
with sharp machete you cut people head
dont rape my dog dont rape my cat
please dont kill me, I dont wanna be dead
i still havent release my first album yet
Now your leader already gone
i could see the hate pass down the war lives on
people say you are dangerous
but america is much worse

Slurpee

I walk in the middle of the night
I walk because i ain't got no ride
No fuel in my god-damn bike
I don't complaint if I have to walk
I walk silently like a fox
I know what you are thinking
You are wondering where I'm heading
my destination is to the 7e
because I want to buy Slurpee
a sip of that shit make me happy
That shit so good, it worth my money
The girl at the counter has a beautiful hair
even if she is naked with no underwear
what the f-ck, I don't care
bitch is not the reason I go there
I go there to drink slurpee
nothing in the world matter but slurpee and me
slurpee come in different flavor
I drink slowly because i want to savour
the taste the happiness surface
through my face slurpee is my craze

[chorus]
slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurpee
slurpee make make make make make me happy
slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurpee
slurpee is so so so so so tasty

Complaint Man

[verse I]
If you are wondering why i wrote this song
I'm so f-cking boring, I don't know what's wrong
I use to be a dota-holic
I deleted my game ,now I'm kinda regret it
My stomach grumbling is the only thing that I listen
I'm f-cking hungry, i went to the kitchen
f-ck it, there is nothing to eat
what I crave right now is succulent meat
my ex ignored me over the years
suddenly I got a text from her
her mom died the same day her fiancee dump her
I text her back " I'll pray for you mother"

[verse II]
I have no money no more shopping oh f-ck
I was force to quit smoking, man it sucks
I lost the privilage over truth or dare
My life can't be salvage, I lost all the woman I cared
it's rare to see me without my messy hair
f-ck love, love is what I don't believe in
a woman heart is what I could never win
my heart is broken, I had enough
fill my soul with dumb shit to make it tough

[verse III]
my life is so f-cking banal and bland
my life so empty I aint got friend
I can't remember the last time I had sex
I'm jobless, I ain't got no paycheck
I'm just a nobody, I'm not famous
I been wearing the same shirt for the past 10 years
When people brag about shit, I feel jealous
Give me free food, I'll be the first in the queue
but I'm very picky with my food

go change your gender in Thailand

[verse I]
I'm Keough White I'm back to bussiness
I'm here to fight you bastard haters
I'm here to kill you dumb ass nerd
stab the back of you pussy bastard
Could you please shut up you bastard
because I have headache my head f-cking hurt
I don't care what happen around me anymore
just so you know, I don't sleep the night before
My education is what I should focus more
I play game 24-7, I'm worse than a whore
My breath smell,please give me some mint
I feel crappy like diabetic on insulin
COPD will make you stricken with grief
but I don't have that shit, what a relief
I'm not amuse when I heard the news
they say I'm gay and too confused
f-ck it, now I'm gonna blow up like bomb with short fused
fuck with me ,prepare to lose
I hate every shit that I wrote
damn, I got flu and sore throat
I yawn again, I feel f-cking sleepy
someone need to give me a f-cking coffee
hey fucktard, I don't like what you shout
I'm just wanna point that out
Pussy attacking me on Facebook wall
if you can't face me just cut your ball
you spineless coward are dumb and weak
Hey, I just want you to grow some dick
Fuck you fag with my chainsaw
I smile as I stand on the blood covered floor

 [chorus]
if you don't have  ball don't be a man
go change your gender in Thailand  
if you don't have  ball don't be a man
go change your gender in Thailand 

[verse II]
hey prick ,when you start to curse
you should be prepare for the worse
be prepare to be punch in the jaw
i don't care if I break the law
attack you dicksucker with my knfie
and I won't feel sorry when I end your life
after that I'm gonna kill your future wife
fuck with me, none will survive
as I get better and improve
you fail with the booze you abuse
f-ck a goat, that's your hobby
your so hideous like monster in a  movie
follow me and get shortness of breath
follow your girlfriend and get syok-ness of breast
motherf-cker can't emulate me, I'm the best
my spit flow damn so fresh


 [chorus]
if you don't have  ball don't be a man
go change your gender in Thailand  
if you don't have  ball don't be a man
go change your gender in Thailand 

God blessing

I thank God for everything that I got
God already cure my broken heart
I do my prayer everyday and I pray
for me to be better than yesterday
God gave me the inspiration to sing
my futsal talent is God blessing
no matter who you are, peasent or king
death will come,it's a sure thing
God doesn't care about your money or gold
God only see person through their soul
through their intention, through their deed
stop hating, stop planting the evil seed
to love, you don't need to be famous
to pray, you don't need to be genius
when life drag you down, please don't cry
blow your nose, dry your eyes
the sadness wont go away even if you die
you just feed up with all the lies
you keep failing in whatever you do
but don't worry, I'll be there for you
Don't go please stay for a while
I will try my best to make you smile