Fake Hope

This song is dedicated to my sis Fira..hope she like this song :')

[verse I]
Every night before I went to sleep I cry
The tears keep flowing but I don't know why
I know I'm just an ugly-random guy
I feel so sad, I wish I could die
I weep silently in the darkness
I wish somebody would take away my sadness
but there is nobody to save my skin
Love is something I could never win
My loyal sad-mate is my pillow
I wish God will take away my sorrow
I need to move on, I need to let go
Because I want to be happy tomorrow
nobody could read what's in my mind
I am sad because I am now left behind
After a year and six months
I am so sorry for the mistake I've done
I know I'm just an idiot fool
what I did to you, that ain't cool
I remember the movie we watch together
but now you don't want us to meet each other

[chorus]
You're so fake, I'm so awesome
hope so fake,like a reliable condom
hope so fake like tom yam soup
hope so fake like porn star's boob

[verse II]
On my face is a fake happy smile
my happy expression is just a lie
but it because I don't wanna make you worry
you should go on with your life and forget about me
By the way, I hate watching korean drama
because happy ending is faker than a flying panda
I can't remember the last time we dine together
It's been a while how's your mother?
how's your father and brother?
Just so you know, you still in my prayer
 your happiness is my priority
your pain is my calamity
if you're sad,I suffer 10 times more greatly
All I want is you to be happy
But god-damn-it, you dont even give me the chance
between you and me,a 30 meters tall fence
I want to reach you if I could
I lay mor life for you,
 You should share your pain with me
I could make you smile and feel good
Tonight, I sighed a deep sigh
because it's all over, I lost the fight

[chorus]

You're so fake, I'm so awesome

hope so fake,like a reliable condom

hope so fake like tom yam soup

hope so fake like porn star's boob