i'm alone in the study room
i dont get high i dont have mushroom
i dont consume any booze
i try too lose my rude attitude
i try to be good
i look at you tube to search for inspiration
my punishment is this life
i try survive & stay alive
but man i get stab by knife
staph aureus infection compromise my life expectancy
I accidently feel im not prepare for reality
i definitely redefine crazy
as a kid I almost chock on candy
I can be both brutal and angry
but chose to be cluelessly happy
but lately the world seem to hate me
despise me,but I am really sorry
now i apologize sincerely
all i did was an honest mistake
all i did I admit was not great at all
im just a guy who like to play ball
one day i will surely bomb a shopping mall
i dont care if I dont make any sense
bcoz im just a man
who try improve day to day
i dont care u call me faggot or gay
im waiting..and rapping at the same time
i dont care if I say a crazy line
i say whatever come to my divine mind
ask me how i am,i am just fine
not im waiting for God to give me some sign
and im wait for my gf to be online
i kill optimuss prime on my off time
im not a girl but i like to whine
im not alcoholic i dont drink whine
im not a mathematician ,i dont combine integer and calsulus
im just wannabe nigger,absuing facebook status
im amuse on how much booze you abuse
my palm full of fight scar and bruise
sick lyric is what I push
me and myself itry to amuse
